Most people who read this blog know that I bicycle for exercise and relaxation regularly (and by regularly, I mean compulsively). When I started this current stretch of riding about 5 years ago, I sealed my new resolution by purchasing a new seat for my bike and an odometer. I had never used one before (the odometer, not the seat), but I thought it would be helpful to chart my weekly progress and work towards yearly goals. Little did I know that when I brought home this $25 device, I was unknowingly enslaving myself.
On a practical level, the odometer is great. The first thing you discover, is that your biking routes are not as long as you thought they were. “Certainly, I rode 20 miles,” turns out to be more like 15…or 10. The odometer also reminds you if you start lagging off on speed. However, over time you can get a real sense of accomplishment as you watch your weekly totals and average speed rise.
Yesterday, though, I was thinking during my ride that I spend as much time looking at the odometer as I do looking around me. The accomplishments of the early phases of riding have become responsibilities, and a week's rides are successful based on whether I hit (or better, exceeded) my miles total. Worse than this, on Sunday each week when I reset, I have a momentary sense of accomplishment followed by the Sisyphean despair that I have to start all over on Monday. The rock never gets to the top of the hill.
During my depressing musings, I thought that a lot of these factors can also be seen in our approach to educational technology. We are driven by plans and timelines, and I don't know how much we ever get to enjoy things. Projector in, great, now we need a cart for several rooms, now one per room, now a wireless network, now a 1:1 program, now online courses…and on, and on, and on.
OK, don't get me wrong, we need plans, and we need to keep moving, but we also need to create some space in the middle of the freight train for experience, reflection and growth. To quote a popular philosopher of the 70's, we have to “be here now.”
So beginning this week, I'm going to cover my odometer during the ride. I know this will drive me crazy for a while but I want to see if I enjoy the rides more. I am going to keep it on, because I do need goals and measurements, but maybe I don't need to think about them so much that I miss the view.
As always, I welcome your comments.
Image Credit: : 'shakedown ride'
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